early in the morning.

and im so damn confused. Think i almost got myself caught in a lust affair. i mean im young, but by no means impressionable and i think that this is what this girl thinks of me. She thinks im a fucking groupie. I mean we've smoked together (yes i partake in mild doses of mary jane) and we've talked about things we shouldnt have but i dont REALLY want to take it there .. i just want my girlfriend to realize that her job as my lover may be in jeopardy and she needs to fix the things shes broken in our relationship . i dont know what to do yet, but i feel myself slowly but surely approaching the brink.